When most people think of rapper Tupac Shakur, the first thing they think about is his music. His hard-hitting lyrics opened people’s eyes and ears to the perils and predicaments that inner city youth face on a daily basis in the U.S. by appealing to both the mainstream music world as well as the streets he represented through his music.
The second thing people think about when they hear the name Tupac (or 2pac) is his life as a “thug.” From the “Thug Life” tattoo across his stomach to a prison sentence to the drive-by shooting that took his life, Shakur firmly planted himself in history as someone who would be forever respected as a gangster and revered as a visionary in the rap industry.
What most people have never heard is that Shakur spent three years of his youth enrolled in the Baltimore School for the Arts, “where he studied acting, poetry, jazz, and ballet. He performed in Shakespeare plays, and in the role of the Mouse King in The Nutcracker.” That’s according to Wikipedia, but I also wrote a 22 page paper on Tupac in college and found that info in about a dozen other resources.
Which brings me to my point. On one hand, you have an idolized, revered and respected rapper who universalized the Thug Life mantra by which he lived. On the other hand, you have a gifted student of the arts who ultimately aspired to act in major films (as he had begun to do before his murder) rather than rap and who had not only studied jazz and poetry, but had even danced ballet in The Nutcracker. Upon first glance, it would seem there’s a major disconnect between the two.
While plenty of concepts could be discussed in this overview – don’t judge a book by its cover, the importance of image and branding, etc. – the one I’m going to focus on is this: behind every great and noteworthy personality lies another layer (or 3) that we may never have realized existed. It is within those deeper layers that the greatest people of a generation find their separation from "normal" society. It is more than a book and the pages inside the cover. The intangible details are the fibers that make up the paper itself.
With Tupac, the cover of his book was “Thug Life” and what that lifestyle entailed (danger, street respect, fearlessness). The pages themselves were his upbringing in the arts and his ability to convert a performer’s passion into an image that he went out and lived every day. The sinewy fibers of Tupac’s deeper layers were the fascination, respect and adoration for fine arts (which few people ever grow to love so wholeheartedly) as well as his ability to turn that fascination into a constant quest to prove and improve himself on a personal, internal level that the public never saw.
The question I have for you is this: What is the substance that makes up your pages? What do your sinewy fibers consist of? What is the focus of your heart that the outside world rarely, if ever, gets a glimpse of? If you don’t know, do some soul searching and find out. And then let me know in the comments if you’re willing to share.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Tupac: The Thug That Danced Ballet
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Friday, July 23, 2010
My Word Is On The Line...
Here's the deal: If there's one thing my thousands dozens of online friends, blog readers and Twitter followers know, it's that my taste in music is incomparable and that my opinions of music might as well be recorded as fact rather than personal belief.
Ok, that was two things.
Regardless, I like to tell myself that people appreciate my opinion of "good" vs. "garbage" music.
I'm not a huge fan of mainstream music, so I often tend to listen to musicians who, in my opinion, have talent but will need some time to improve. Sometimes these musicians reach mainstream status (for example, I first started telling people to listen to the rapper Wale in the summer of '07... which isn't that early, but early by South Dakota's standards). Other times, these musicians simply become one-song wonders, floating aimlessly through the void of my 14,000+ song iPod.
One rapper I've been talking about for awhile now is Add-2, a rapper from Chicago. I first started listening to him after he connected with me on Twitter (that story can be read here...) around Christmas of '08 and I was telling people they should be listening to him about 2 days after I gave his mixtape, "A Tale of Two's City, Vol. 2" a thorough listen. Since then, I've talked with him quite a bit on Twitter, shared his music with everyone I can, and actually do consider him a "friend" (at least in the sense of connecting from South Dakota to Chicago through Twitter on a semi-regular basis).
One of the reasons I respect Add-2 so much is because he's one of the few rappers I've listened to who has found the difficult-to-find balance of clever, witty punchlines and serious and enlightening insight on heavy topics and issues. Whether he's discussing a date that gets out of control (with hilarious results) in "Locker Room Stories" or taking an introspective look at the issues facing the youth of inner-city Chicago in "Chicago Kids," Add-2 shatters the stereotype of what most people consider to be "mainstream" rap. You won't find much "money, cars, clothes" from Add because that's not where his head is. He's focused on better things and bigger dreams. As he puts it in his fantasticly retrospective "Starter Jacket," "I hope the game don't change me, when I change the game."
Which brings us to the point of my post. Sometime in the near future, Add-2 will be releasing "Tale of Two's City, Vol. 4: Better Days." I don't believe I have heard a single song off of this effort, but I will put my firmly-established and nationally-respected musical reputation on the line when I say that "Better Days" will be an all-around fantastic album. I will be surprised, if not shocked, if this album isn't the last one Add-2 makes before a major label locks in a record deal with him (if he chooses to go that route).
So there you have it. I give you my word that this album, when it does come out, will be worth your valuable time. Mostly if you're a rap fan, but probably even if you aren't a rap fan. For now, I'll connect you to Add-2's MySpace page so you can sample some of his stuff for yourself.
Enjoy.
P.S. - I'll throw in two of my favorites from Add below. The first is called Superman. I advise you to stick around 'til the 3rd verse. That's when things get crazy. The second is the afore mentioned "Starter Jacket."
Here's "Starter Jacket"
Ok, that was two things.
Regardless, I like to tell myself that people appreciate my opinion of "good" vs. "garbage" music.
I'm not a huge fan of mainstream music, so I often tend to listen to musicians who, in my opinion, have talent but will need some time to improve. Sometimes these musicians reach mainstream status (for example, I first started telling people to listen to the rapper Wale in the summer of '07... which isn't that early, but early by South Dakota's standards). Other times, these musicians simply become one-song wonders, floating aimlessly through the void of my 14,000+ song iPod.
One rapper I've been talking about for awhile now is Add-2, a rapper from Chicago. I first started listening to him after he connected with me on Twitter (that story can be read here...) around Christmas of '08 and I was telling people they should be listening to him about 2 days after I gave his mixtape, "A Tale of Two's City, Vol. 2" a thorough listen. Since then, I've talked with him quite a bit on Twitter, shared his music with everyone I can, and actually do consider him a "friend" (at least in the sense of connecting from South Dakota to Chicago through Twitter on a semi-regular basis).
One of the reasons I respect Add-2 so much is because he's one of the few rappers I've listened to who has found the difficult-to-find balance of clever, witty punchlines and serious and enlightening insight on heavy topics and issues. Whether he's discussing a date that gets out of control (with hilarious results) in "Locker Room Stories" or taking an introspective look at the issues facing the youth of inner-city Chicago in "Chicago Kids," Add-2 shatters the stereotype of what most people consider to be "mainstream" rap. You won't find much "money, cars, clothes" from Add because that's not where his head is. He's focused on better things and bigger dreams. As he puts it in his fantasticly retrospective "Starter Jacket," "I hope the game don't change me, when I change the game."
Which brings us to the point of my post. Sometime in the near future, Add-2 will be releasing "Tale of Two's City, Vol. 4: Better Days." I don't believe I have heard a single song off of this effort, but I will put my firmly-established and nationally-respected musical reputation on the line when I say that "Better Days" will be an all-around fantastic album. I will be surprised, if not shocked, if this album isn't the last one Add-2 makes before a major label locks in a record deal with him (if he chooses to go that route).
So there you have it. I give you my word that this album, when it does come out, will be worth your valuable time. Mostly if you're a rap fan, but probably even if you aren't a rap fan. For now, I'll connect you to Add-2's MySpace page so you can sample some of his stuff for yourself.
Enjoy.
P.S. - I'll throw in two of my favorites from Add below. The first is called Superman. I advise you to stick around 'til the 3rd verse. That's when things get crazy. The second is the afore mentioned "Starter Jacket."
Here's "Starter Jacket"
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
My Writing...
Well everybody, I'm about 10 days away from my wedding. If I could accurately describe how excited I am, I'd try. Unfortuantely, at this point, that would be a pretty fruitless effort. We'll just say I'm jacked beyond belief.
I realized that, after the wedding is over, I will have much more "free time" than I've had the past three months. Because when you are trying to pull off an elaborate wedding with only three months to plan it, you don't really have much free time.
I have decided to invest a much larger portion of this free time into my personal writing. For which reasons, I'm not yet entirely sure. I partially want to collect my poetry and a short story or two into a small book that I'd sell at what I believe to be a fairly low cost. I partially want to write a book that couples my writing with my future wife's excellent photography skills. And I partially want to work for Marvel Comics in some capacity in the next few years and, whether I'm an editor or a writer, I will need to have demonstrated a skill set in the craft of writing.
I have written a few short stories at this point, but the one I've probably worked hardest on is currently languishing in my computer's back alleys of folders and files. If I know you and you have ANY interest whatsoever in reading this short story (titled "Little Lucy"), leave a comment with your contact info and I'll most likely send it your way. I'm beyond the fear of sharing what I write (which is a good start), but haven't determined the best platform/avenue for sharing it with larger groups of people. For now, I'll share it through this blog and see if other people are interested from there.
As a warning, "Little Lucy" is by no means a pleasant story to read. It's pretty violent, pretty graphic, and somewhat terrifying. Just ask Hugh Weber. He's read it. He was...caught off guard. He swears the title character was based on his daughter. That's only 5-10% true though.
Like I said, leave a comment or hit me up some other way (email: mike.billeter at gmail.com, Twitter: @mikebilleter, etc.) and I'll most likely share it with you. However, if I don't know you and have never heard of you, I might not share it. Since it's not published yet, I'd rather wait to share it with complete strangers until I've had a chance to get it published somewhere online or in print.
Thanks everybody. Expect more writing (and personal thoughts) on this blog soon.
-Mike
Photo ("Shadow of a Writing Hand") c/o john norton. Thanks john!
I realized that, after the wedding is over, I will have much more "free time" than I've had the past three months. Because when you are trying to pull off an elaborate wedding with only three months to plan it, you don't really have much free time.
I have decided to invest a much larger portion of this free time into my personal writing. For which reasons, I'm not yet entirely sure. I partially want to collect my poetry and a short story or two into a small book that I'd sell at what I believe to be a fairly low cost. I partially want to write a book that couples my writing with my future wife's excellent photography skills. And I partially want to work for Marvel Comics in some capacity in the next few years and, whether I'm an editor or a writer, I will need to have demonstrated a skill set in the craft of writing.
I have written a few short stories at this point, but the one I've probably worked hardest on is currently languishing in my computer's back alleys of folders and files. If I know you and you have ANY interest whatsoever in reading this short story (titled "Little Lucy"), leave a comment with your contact info and I'll most likely send it your way. I'm beyond the fear of sharing what I write (which is a good start), but haven't determined the best platform/avenue for sharing it with larger groups of people. For now, I'll share it through this blog and see if other people are interested from there.
As a warning, "Little Lucy" is by no means a pleasant story to read. It's pretty violent, pretty graphic, and somewhat terrifying. Just ask Hugh Weber. He's read it. He was...caught off guard. He swears the title character was based on his daughter. That's only 5-10% true though.
Like I said, leave a comment or hit me up some other way (email: mike.billeter at gmail.com, Twitter: @mikebilleter, etc.) and I'll most likely share it with you. However, if I don't know you and have never heard of you, I might not share it. Since it's not published yet, I'd rather wait to share it with complete strangers until I've had a chance to get it published somewhere online or in print.
Thanks everybody. Expect more writing (and personal thoughts) on this blog soon.
-Mike
Photo ("Shadow of a Writing Hand") c/o john norton. Thanks john!
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
On The Loss Of Innocence...
I don't believe I've shared this poem on my blog yet, so I thought I'd throw it on here. I hope this kicks off a consistent return to my favorite blog written by me. The poem was written for a writing group. The topic was the cosmos. This is what I came up with. Some of you may have read this awhile back when I linked to it on Twitter. If that's the case, feel free to skip this post. Either way, I'd love to hear your feedback if you feel like sharing. Just leave a comment below. Thanks.
Twinkle, Twinkle...
The time was such a simpler one
when "Twinkle, Twinkle" had songs begun...
And up above our spirits ran,
or sometimes flew, with Peter Pan.
Straight on til morning, to Neverland,
imaginations never banned.
But somehow in that sad affair,
of growing up, we left back there
our "how I wonder what you are."
And traded it for dates and cars
and jobs and beer and cheap cigars,
And science to explain these "stars."
And as a grown man, full of days,
too old to be once more amazed,
tears well up in my faded eyes.
Oh, "how I wonder" why I cry.
To know that innocence has died
and been replaced with Wisdom's pride...
And weeping softly, 'neath the black
expanse above my porch out back,
my voice sings out, though not quite far,
a song, long buried in my heart...
"Twinkle, twinkle little star,
how I wonder what you are..."